I Say to You

Every night I think of you

in my dreams, in solitude

And wake up as the moon goes by

To prepare itself for another night.

The wind waiting, to get in through

As I open the window pane,

And feel the rays of the sun

Washing down the dream from my face.

But as I hear your voice, it fades

All my pain, all the smiles

But I do face another dilemma,

To tell you what my heart says.

I wait for the time to tell you that

And wonders when it’d arise

Shall it be now, or a little late?

Or let it wait for another day?            

The days passed, all one by one

As the weeks, so thus the months

But it is the night, in solitude,

In my dreams, I say to you…

Lost and Lost

Red nose, chapped lips,

Aching legs, wet cheeks,

Broken heart, burning throat,

Tearful eyes, till cockcrow.

Pain of loss, days in shame,

Congested lungs, stiffened brain,

Wet brow, sweating hair,

Disastrous agony filled in air.

Past is all that flash in present

Careless future, getting senescent,

Screaming silence, silent fret,

All is dead, except death itself.

Love Still There

After getting the shower by the rain

The earth remains wet for some time

Though we got separated afar

But the effect of our love is still left behind

Whenever I pass through the same places

I never forget to follow my gaze to the familiar ones

It seems impossible to get rid of

The memories which come to me one by one

The autumn do seems beautiful for its divine beauty

Till we are sure the greens will come back

The agony is quite faithful to us

Always it comes with the devoid less pack.                       

Though with a new journey as I start

I think I still hold you somewhere in my heart.

Out of The Heart

I woke in the midnight from my sleepless sleep

Terribly in fear, drenched in sweat

Someone was thumping my heart very loudly

As if trying to move out of that!

I tried to hold my control at it

But it rather led to more hammering,

As slowly I started feeling the pain

Rising gently in my whole body.

Suddenly it poked itself out

Fell to the ground and ways out with a crawl,

And tattered and shattered pieces of my heart

Shimmered all over the floor.

I saw the guy trapped in my heart

Walking out from the pit,

But the pieces of my heart still beating

And bleeding hard, with every beat.

I Should Have Known

When the night falls without the stars

And the sun hates to shine, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the shadow feels ashamed of dark

Or when the wetness longs to dry, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the stone get drowned in lake

After being thrown of by a child, I just hope,

I should have known.

When I heard that life is not just crests but troughs

And so the sound of laughter would last, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the wind refuse to blow

And the birds stay calm, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the life turned to its last track

And the last breath approached, I just hope,

I should have known.

Every Day I Walk to Her

Everyday I walk to her
holding some tears in my eyes
And sit by the stone next to the place
where somewhere her body lies.

I confront the stream of my tears
while reading her name
again and again
Precisely engraved on the stone besides.


For as long as I sit beside her grave
I realize a part of my heart
throbbing deep inside the earth
As the flood of memories arise.

And then I felt the warm sun
directly at my zenith
And then how suddenly it walked to
The empty space at my side.

Finally, I walked back to my place
after spending my day
with dawn and dusk and ‘her’
along with frequent tears that
After every instant arrived.

And now by lying on my eternal bed
I feel the relief I ever felt
That I have gained what I had lost

In my grave, and her’s besides…