The Next We Speak

The frailities of humans are just so vast

It's hard to succumb to the mistakes of past

When a stream of water flows towards the ocean

You don't judge the desperation of it's flow as a river

So are the emotions, illogical in expense

The extent of thought is a mockery to all the logic sense

You want what you want, you need what you need

If they don't fall in sync, which want will you seed? 

The needs will find their root, unmet in priority

You think you know yourself all? 

Can you prove the conformity? 

Some day shall happen as it is meant to be

The pieces of puzzle will find their place to be. 

There might be conflicts, struggles, and all

But your emotional security will reach it's peak

And you will feel you know it all whole, 

The next we speak. 

Hopefully. 

Love Mathematics

Can we... 

Just not be? 

Somehow? 

But in totality. 

A wholesome union. 

A sweet bliss? 

What comes hard with separation

Is the desire you have to love, 

Because you have to suddenly stop giving. 

Not being able to give love 

Is just as hard as

Not being able to receive it. 

The division of souls is hard

When you divide your love with 

The time you had spent with each other, 

The quotient is your memories

And the remainder

Are all the dreams you watched together

But were not able to live in your relationship. 

Quotient is the bliss while

Remainder is your helpless, remorseful guilt. 

Helpless Believing

How helpless you are

To the uncertain conclusions of a relationship? 

Your perceptions don't really matter

And your fears don't make any sense

What has to happen, will happen

Whoever is meant to stay, will stay

You think they will understand? 

No they won't, until you communicate

You think they will revert? 

Depends on their schedule or their mood

You think they will chase? 

Let's assume, they do. 

But will you promise to not doubt them again? 

Of course you'll not. 

Because you'll do. 

Do they love you today, tomorrow, and forever? 

Can they unlove you as they move to the next moment? 

Do they want to cheat? Will they? Are doing? 

How will you know but, until they confess. 

Do you trust their conscience? 

Do you believe when you are told

That you are missed? 

That you are needed? 

But you notice a change in how they talk to you now. 

Maybe they are busy. 

Maybe everything has changed between you two. 

Maybe someday it will end. 

Maybe someday you will grow. 

Reassurance

Sometimes

It's good to express your feelings

Your vulnerabilities

It's okay to appear weak

For the person you believe you love. 

If they attend you well

Hold you up

Give a good ear to your heart

As well as reassure you

And appreciate that you opened up to them, 

They love you too. 

If they do not, 

Hold yourself up

Let your heart cry

Reassure yourself that you will find someone better

And appreciate that you got to know their real face this soon 

And move on. 

Hope for Love

I hope

I don't fall in love with the person who doesn't

Love me at least as much as I love him. 

I hope, my hope against all odds

Doesn't turn out to be futile. 

I hope 

I gain more than my expectations

And my desires too be surprised

With the abundance of love I receive. 

I hope

We both help each other grow

Be the best of mates

A peaceful home for each other. 

I hope

We love to share every detail about our lives

Rejoice in the breakthroughs

And support each other in the breakdowns. 

That we stay responsible, trustful and loyal

To each other, always

And forever be bound

By eternal love, respect, and care. 

The Breakups Are Alright

Guess I am totally fine about a heartbreak

Of separation, of disappointment

Because as soon as the things end, 

It just stops

The anticipation of getting it all wrong

Stops

Living in the fear of losing the person

Stops

Curiosity to know more about the person

Stops

The changing phases 

Stop

The unlove

Stops

Feeling bad, insecure, thinking over and around

Stops

The endings are good

As they bring you close to your closure

Of understanding and expecting out of that relationship. 

It is easy. 

Just that, the ease comes too soon.