Eye my Eye!

Scornful detest here it lie
Anger, hate reflect my sight
Amid your skillful moronic sense
Have a dare to eye my eye !!

With the contiguous idiotic charm
Try my attention, I demand
I assure you, will not stop
For you my patience and my calm!

Love me, like me, hate me, fight me,
Piss me, jerk me, kick me, fuck me,
But here my challenge for you to take
Eye me, if you're yet to go insane !

The Two Lovers

I opened my eyes after a blink
Gazing into yours as the time slipped away
I stretched my arms longing for yours
And the space was filled, as the air sway
The time forgot to move ahead
It seemed eternity in your arms
My lungs found some familiarity in the air
My ears were busy concentrating on your breaths.
A spectrum formed from the ray of hope
Illuminated the whole of the two worlds
The Moon and the Sun added their lights
And sparkled it over the two lovers.
We held lose to let our eyes meet
And came a little more closer
Closer than even the air could have ever been
And sealed our lips together...

A Rude Reply

All the years on earth had fed
A life that shed so several death
Hence put my deep sorrow a doubt, with fear,
Would some life the death bear?
Or that eternity imply an immortal end?

Then the laugh so loud fill my ear
'You immature mind can raise a large fear!'
'So provide my thirst some milk,' I say,
'Answer me, even if in a childish way'
'Discover by self!' is all I hear !!

Days With Pain Are Yet to Come...

Days with pain are yet to come

So as such the heart would bleed

Over the hole life has made

From which it’s been sprouted as seed

And the emptiness would hammer hard

On the broken and shattered heart.

The past would whisper into the core of mind

The future would fear with brines in eyes

Over the silence that shout aloud

Under the stillness of a dark cloud

‘return back’, as I’ll scream out

With cycles of life, though the prayers are bound.

As would I hug a vacuum tight

And love it, caress it, with all delight

Wait for it to reverse back love

Kiss me, console me with a few word

And the illusion would last no long

Nightmares follow with the wake of dawn.

And so I enter the door open

With fearful eyes for what is to come

And find it better to love in pure form

Than in the form of flowers over a mourn

So pace the life with love around

You never know when pain’ll surround…

AFTER YEARS…

And once again we meet after

Those ill-fated crumpled years

Though thine waves remain same

In front of mine torned heart and weary eyes

I came here to learn life

How thou erase the carved feet in sand

With no much effort, I say, O Great!

Tell me how to erase memories off my mind

How it seems just a matter of minutes

As thee rise and fell…and again rise

Lend me thy strength to rise again

For my legs are broken and hope ripe

And how thee still not change that though

Light and dark fill thy life.

Getting Shattered

With an attempt to hope for an elusive bliss

Around a few days the years gathered

All I wish in the aura of deep loss is

A tight a hug to bind me from getting shattered.

Like A Dot

Like a dot it hangs on a darken sky

A lonely star seldom being noticed by

I know what pain it be going through

For this is what I feel too.

                                                          

My Legs in Water but Thoughts Somewhere

Whooshing waves as runs and plays

Sprinkling its part here and there

I lay amid the tippling sound

My legs in water, but thoughts somewhere.

The clouds bathing in sun’s rays

Makes the image of familiar objects

The wind blowing from left to right

Inspiring the leaves to start a new subject.

The flowers as they blush away from wind

When the wind steals their fragrance

To dispose it off to the grass

Who lie lonely on the ground, at a distance…

Where I lie with my eyes wide open

My legs in water, but thoughts somewhere

I see the reflection of my thoughts in water

And besides me, I see him there…

Lonely Roads

Rusted cans and rolling stones

And a squirrel climbing wood

With a staring eyes that forward crawl

The mice might have found a little crumb.

Birds return to their lovely ones

And the winds go searching for quiet place

An ant might somewhere find a way out sea

While the sky shows the various shades.

But somewhere else a girl walks slow

Knowing not why her thoughts wander

With the memories of the days

Those has passed and are yet to come.

…Thus on the silent lonely roads

All do walk as lonely souls…

With you...

While leafing through my past I came across

The first time we met after accepting your proposal

Those memories, they remind me how I felt

As if my only dream displaced the hopeful nightmare.

I thought that now we came together, finally

Would no force could take us far apart

And as your soul twined with mine

I know you are the one I am made for.

The seasons changed along with the colors of our hearts

And the world was in joy beneath the joyful sky

I remember our first walk hand in hand

And the pitch on which my heart beat was high.

Even while being at different corners

I remember I felt your presence beside me

Believe me, you were present in all my moments

The time didn’t move until I talked of thee.

I promised myself and to you that I wont leave you ever

Even though you broke yours to pieces

And I didn’t break mine, and would so never

Even if that is the only option you give me.

Maybe

Maybe you broke up because we can’t get on

But I am afraid for I won’t be able to move on.

Fine I agree that love has died

But it is not the only one which is not alive.

Maybe our love is now just a past

But forgetting it has become now an impossible task.

Perhaps the memories over time will fade

But how they are haunting me now, what to say?

Maybe the promises were not too difficult to make

Which seem now like a myth, drowned in the heart’s lake.

Maybe I’ll find someone else to live with

But what of my heart which is already filled upto the brim?

Maybe I’ll get through the life somehow

But how would I get through myself now???

I Love You

I realize a pinch in my heart

As our love fall apart.

Smile on my face refuse to show up

continuous tears stop to stop up

words pass through my ears without being heard

images seem only blurred

lips move in futile prayers

nose seem devoid of air

past flash in the present once again

hopes stir in the mind along with pain

tearful eyes as try to sleep

nightmares follow in giant heaps.

And so, with every new effort to forget you,

I love you all the more, I love you…

He Pushed Me on the Ground

He pushed me on the ground

And then pulled me by my hair

I tearfully asked, ‘Is that why I married you?’

But he kicked me. That’s not fair!

I ordered him to stop

I asked him to set me free

And when nothing happened

I begged him ‘please’!

But he didn’t stop

And I started to cry

Then I remembered my rights

Why not to give a try…!

I pushed him greatly

And succeeded

But he reattained the condition

And instantly defeated.

He blowed hardly on my face

That I was forced to bleed

And suddenly I woke from my nightmare,

‘What happened, my sweet..?’

Snatch or Scratch

Luck! What does it mean

Only those could know it who are keen

And what I think is,

Like an ice-cream coupon may it be seen.

                 Irrespective of deservance

                   Millions of acceptance

                   Everyone is exception

                 Everywhere is deception.

And thus, all of them complaint

But only few or none reframe

Of what they deserve

And what they should gain.

And me?

          

                        I need to fly

                     But there’s no sky

                      I wanted to catch

                  But resulted to snatch

                   Strange this world is

              That a luck is to be scratched!!!

I See the World Upside Down

I see a flame burning in a river

I see a rainbow twinkling in the sky

I see the moon throwing moonly radiations

I see a fish, rather at the high.

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I sleep at noon, I wake at night

I sleep by sitting, I sit by lying

I sleep with my almirah serving as my bed

I sleep only in the daylight’s shed.

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I befriend the lizard

I detest rabbit

I blow up my chair

And the water I’d kick

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I know you from the bottom

Unamused by your ‘out’

I know what you think

Ignoring up your shout.

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I could see anything, what you hides

I could sense the truth behind your ‘pleasant’

I could see you fooling, hiding your smiles

Beware of me whenever I am present.

‘Coz, I see the world upside down!!!

Although You Tried

I held my tears, confronting you

You were trying to soothe my heart

I tried to say a word to you

But you continued telling me, How to Lighten up My Heart.

Everytime you encouraged, I tried to say my word

It was just that, you didn’t stop!

I know you were showing your sympathy

I know you understood my pain

You tried every aspect to stop me

From getting myself hurt again.

You asked me several questions

Without giving me time to think

And then you tried all the locutions

Might my pain get shrink.

But, I know my questions, I know my answers,

I know how to stop my bleed

I wanted someone to just listen

And just listen and do me a deed.

Presuming that, I need some time think,

You lift your air and went

I was trying to say something…

You just didn’t understand!

The Ash...

Here I lie between

The locked door and opaque wall

Your photo between my finger and thumb

And your memories deep inside my heart.

Today would be the last day

For all my pain and grief

And a day to celebrate

For my freedom, now that I’d be free.

I picked up the matchbox in my hand

While the tears rolled down my cheeks

And the memories of past flashed themselves

Of those hours, and days, and weeks.

All the mixed feelings of pain and anger

Through my face, they dash

As I stroked the matchstick

And burned myself to ash…!!

Glaring Hope

I wake up from my sleep, and still it is dark

I looked around, but its silence that only bark

The world seems to stop, being somewhere lost

I pinched me hard, to end the nightmare

But the wound prevailed in my skin so bare.

I walked out and saw the stars fading

I found moon, behind the clouds, hiding

I waited waited, but there seem no end

Of the stillness, for the movement ahead.

The time is too busy to bring any transition

The height, it seems, has lost its culmination

The road, perhaps, is looking for the destiny

The future might be, searching for some testimony.

I here, stand all by my own

No one to be seen, nowhere to go

Hoping for the world to move ahead

Praying to the present to be once more glad;

To erase the dark, and move into a new light

To retrieve itself, and let the birds sing happily

But my prayers remain unanswered

Everything everywhere seems cadaverous.

Everything is quenched, save one thing

The hope that glows in my heart so deep.

Though She Loves Me

I was the one, whom she says,

That she would love through eternity

The one who lived in her heart

Like a drop of water meant for sea.

I am settled in her heart like

The dust lives in road’ grooves

I am the one, as she says,

All her previous lives boons.

While sitting hand in hand over the shore,

I look above, when she asks

While trying to gather the words she says

And try to find ‘similes’ in stars.

But, in those poor normal stars

I can’t see those ‘lovely things’

And stand for hours in front of glass

To search the love she sees in me.

Now, though I pour flowers over her grave

Deaf to the heart that beats below the stone,

I can’t find tears running down my cheeks

‘cause… I don’t think I ever love her.

Fake

The most beautiful part of my life...when I fell in love with you. I wonder what could be more better than this...?

But I got my answer when I discovered that you also love me. <3
And maybe this is what we call as heaven. Every moment is now a bliss, a dream that had come true. I still couldn't believe myself and so often I pinch me hard,...maybe I'm dreaming. But then I stopped caring. Let it be a dream, and let me live it.

Those first messages that I receive wishing me 'gud mrning' were enough to commence my day with a good omen and blessings. Those hand in hand walks, below the clouds-shielded sky, those hour-long talks...mostly exchanging silence, those speaking the heart out...knowing that someone is there to understand us more better than we could our self, those teasing, and getting upset, and those apologies...those fights...that gave a new meaning to the word 'fight'...those kisses, those hugs, those sighs,... those... those... those... [list will never end]

The life is too easy...as long as I have you in it; to tell me that life doesn't end when the night falls, to heal me when the sufferings crawl, to be there when the destiny seems away multiple of miles, to remind me how to smile, to tell me that love is not missing when hate is not, to tell me that someone do loves me when everyone does not, to lift me up when I fell, to dry my eyes when they shed, to be there when my courage needed strength, to let me know that love never ends, and to make me realize that love not only exist in imaginations,...to make me myself again, again and again when I'm about to lose me...and to make me all a new different person whom I should be,...all at the same time!

I wanted to love you, to give you all the love of the world,...I have enough of that in my heart.

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite."

It is now, that for the first time in my life, I could feel the existence of my soul! I can talk to my own heart...through yours. I can live my own life...with you. I am 'me',...for I am 'you'. 

I want to live, because after years of searching I now realize why am I alive, and that too from a simple gesture of love. I want to live because I love my 'life' ...which is 'you'. I think this is why I am born...to love...to feel love...to give love...

I know nothing but just that I Love You. Why? I don't know. I just know I can't live without you. How? I don't know. I just know you are always there with me. Where? I don't know.
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...And I know that I still miss all those memories, to feel that Love again, to believe in Love again, to believe again in what all I used to believe!

    Reality is a state of illusion. Therefore, reality couldn't possibly exist. So why did I think you were for real? I thought you were real but now I know the one I love never exited. But I still Love You... working hard how to stop you from clouding my heart that it will open up to welcome some other soul of the world. Being in love with you made me to fall in love with even the idea of 'Love' itself. But tell me...how to forget you. You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you.

If this was my destiny, if this was my life, as I believed it to be, then why ain't it stopped when you slipped aside? How can the world just keep on, when you are not in it anymore? Don't they know that this is the end?

    Of all the moments in my life, you were always there somewhere. Once as a wish. Once as a blessing. And now as the greatest loss I'll ever experience.

    But I did learn one thing after losing everything, that-

    "Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares." 




REFERENCES:

"Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares." ~William Shakespeare

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite." ~Romeo and Juliet, William Shakespeare

Whenever I See You

Whenever I see you,

I feel like a bud hoping for a new life.

Whenever I see you,

I feel the showers of happiness on my every side.

Whenever I see you,

I feel like a butterfly feeding on the luck.

Whenever I see you,

I feel like drowning, directly to the up!

Whenever I see you

I feel like accepting my previous life’s boon.

Whenever I see you,

I find myself searching for a nest in a bloom.

Whenever I see you,

I find myself thanking God, with my words echoing loud.

Whenever I see you,

I feel like a moon, blushing behind a cloud!

Whenever I see you,

I feel my greatest of wounds getting healed.

Whenever I see you,

I find myself playing with my own heartbeat.

Whenever I see you,

I feel myself blinded by some great magnetic force.

Whenever I see you,

I find myself talking, to my own soul!

Outrage

I was blind with tears,

With uncontrollable fears,

My mind knowing not where to go,

My hands were not obeying me anymore.

Cramp…clash…crump…crash…!

Slip…slash…slop…splash…!

These sounds seem to heel me

Though hurting me to bleed

I just moved here and there

To break everything without any care!

I hastily wiped my tears

And saw a cotton white thing

I ran to snatch it, and threw it

And suddenly…I cringed!

I felt embarrassed for my foolery

To behave this much cruelly.

As I looked through the fire and the smog,

It was burning … my dear dog!!!

In The Lullaby of Flowing Air

Another night has begun

And I cry myself to sleep

Afraid to see the dreams

Which brings the memories back, of those days

Afraid that I may begin my day

Ignoring the birds that chirps happily,

Hiding from the sun that rise to set again,

Spending my day in dusk..

Afraid to feel jealous of myself

Who once ended everyday in joy

And to beg again in front of God

To just for once, give a lively day.

Now as I lay in the gaze of moon

I hide my face, out of shame

From the sympathy of the staring stars

And the little clouds that hold the rain.

Holding up my devoidless heart

As I shed some more tear

I cry myself back to sleep

In the lullaby if flowing air…

You Are...

I am the ocean, you are my wave

I am the sun, you are my day

I am the time, you are my change

I live in the dream where you always stay.

I am the moonlight, you are my night

I am the diamond, you are my glitter

I am the vision, you are my sight

I am the page where you are written.

You are the reason for me to live

You are the season for me to sing

You are the doorbell whenever it rings

You are my memories I love to weave.

You are the bed on which I sleep

You are the flower with pleasantry smell

You are the heaven, who had turned my hell

You are my life, you can flip to see.

You are the beauty, you are the flower bed

You are a tree with an enormous shed

You are equal to the beauty of this universe, as a whole

How much I love you, from the bottom of my soul!!!

Since You're Gone

You came like a gush of wind

And intersected my life at a few days,

At first I thought it to be just a prologue

But the years went all the same after you left.

It seemed we were destined to meet

And stay together till the eternity ends,

But it was just for few small moments

And my whole life collapsed in them.

My life is now just a dot of fullstop

Though I still hope that someone would come

And place two more dots in my life

To tell me it’s just a break

And will continue up on the next turn.

I walk alone with my tired legs

Which are near to collapse anytime,

And try to take just another step

After each efforted one.

I sometimes feel lucky to have felt

Love for you in my heart

The joy, the happiness, those sweet memories

Which are now weaved with my past.              

I thought to carry them all through my life

But these are the memories that only stay,

Everything else has vanished as like time

And it seems a dead me living like hay.

I often hear people advising me

‘Don’t try to kill yourself!’

Though no on can kill someone

Who is already dead!

The world all seems black and white

And I often mistake thorns with the petals of flowers,

And close my eyes whenever the wind

Comes near my body after touching yours.

I look at the moon with mutual being

May you be seeing the same moon

And wonder what you’d be thinking

While I am thinking of you.

I hope for my miseries to end

And try to move on (as a dead)!

But trying to forget someone you love seems like

Finding the stars behind the clouds.

When nothing works, I go and sit

Between the closed walls, among the darkness,

Resting along a wall, my hands around my legs,

And with tears rolling down to wet my neck.

You left my life as the day

Vanishes when the night follows,

While I try to find you as the sky

Tries to reach its ultimate height.

I feel like a lonely drop of water

That hides from getting evaporated;

And try to get my life back

Though it seldom happens to find a dead live.

I Say to You

Every night I think of you

in my dreams, in solitude

And wake up as the moon goes by

To prepare itself for another night.

The wind waiting, to get in through

As I open the window pane,

And feel the rays of the sun

Washing down the dream from my face.

But as I hear your voice, it fades

All my pain, all the smiles

But I do face another dilemma,

To tell you what my heart says.

I wait for the time to tell you that

And wonders when it’d arise

Shall it be now, or a little late?

Or let it wait for another day?            

The days passed, all one by one

As the weeks, so thus the months

But it is the night, in solitude,

In my dreams, I say to you…

Lost and Lost

Red nose, chapped lips,

Aching legs, wet cheeks,

Broken heart, burning throat,

Tearful eyes, till cockcrow.

Pain of loss, days in shame,

Congested lungs, stiffened brain,

Wet brow, sweating hair,

Disastrous agony filled in air.

Past is all that flash in present

Careless future, getting senescent,

Screaming silence, silent fret,

All is dead, except death itself.

Love Still There

After getting the shower by the rain

The earth remains wet for some time

Though we got separated afar

But the effect of our love is still left behind

Whenever I pass through the same places

I never forget to follow my gaze to the familiar ones

It seems impossible to get rid of

The memories which come to me one by one

The autumn do seems beautiful for its divine beauty

Till we are sure the greens will come back

The agony is quite faithful to us

Always it comes with the devoid less pack.                       

Though with a new journey as I start

I think I still hold you somewhere in my heart.

Out of The Heart

I woke in the midnight from my sleepless sleep

Terribly in fear, drenched in sweat

Someone was thumping my heart very loudly

As if trying to move out of that!

I tried to hold my control at it

But it rather led to more hammering,

As slowly I started feeling the pain

Rising gently in my whole body.

Suddenly it poked itself out

Fell to the ground and ways out with a crawl,

And tattered and shattered pieces of my heart

Shimmered all over the floor.

I saw the guy trapped in my heart

Walking out from the pit,

But the pieces of my heart still beating

And bleeding hard, with every beat.

I Should Have Known

When the night falls without the stars

And the sun hates to shine, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the shadow feels ashamed of dark

Or when the wetness longs to dry, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the stone get drowned in lake

After being thrown of by a child, I just hope,

I should have known.

When I heard that life is not just crests but troughs

And so the sound of laughter would last, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the wind refuse to blow

And the birds stay calm, I just hope,

I should have known.

When the life turned to its last track

And the last breath approached, I just hope,

I should have known.

Every Day I Walk to Her

Everyday I walk to her
holding some tears in my eyes
And sit by the stone next to the place
where somewhere her body lies.

I confront the stream of my tears
while reading her name
again and again
Precisely engraved on the stone besides.


For as long as I sit beside her grave
I realize a part of my heart
throbbing deep inside the earth
As the flood of memories arise.

And then I felt the warm sun
directly at my zenith
And then how suddenly it walked to
The empty space at my side.

Finally, I walked back to my place
after spending my day
with dawn and dusk and ‘her’
along with frequent tears that
After every instant arrived.

And now by lying on my eternal bed
I feel the relief I ever felt
That I have gained what I had lost

In my grave, and her’s besides…

Stopped,,,!

The day I saw you for the first

And framed you in my heart

I tried to tell you, whenever we met

But suddenly stopped.

We met again and again

And I fell in love from the begin

I wanted to tell you every time we met

But suddenly stopped.

You designed my days,

Elaborated my dreams

You inspired me to live some more

I was about to tell you, but suddenly stopped.

You became a part of mine, breath of mine

I think of you every time

I wanted to tell you,

But suddenly stopped.

I waited some days to pass

But it were the years before I realized

I wanted to tell you, before my last breath,

But it suddenly stopped.

Went Away...

The tears rolled down one after another

As he made his way, out the door

The memories we weaved pumped out from my heart

Along with his name from its core.

I stood grief- struck along the stairs

As the blood with this pain flowed to my legs

It was hard to realize, all was over

No byes, no baits, and no begs.

All my moments now turned into the memories

All the truth, in a legend

My story which has never been started

Now has gone to a miserable end.

The blood mixed with the agony of pain and separation

To my whole body, as it flowed

I felt my eye-lids getting heavier

As the door opened…and closed!

I Don't Love You

I know I don’t love you

But wonder why

I think of you day and night

And often dreams of you.

I frequently find myself shutting off the door

And locking myself in between the room

Closing up my eyes, even up my breath

And meditate in the charm of yours

Or when I wake up in between my sleep

When I don’t see you in the dreams;

Or when I envy the air embracing you,

I know I don’t love you, but still I do…

I wonder why I feel sad

When you’re absent from where you shouldn’t be

And I do wonder why I hope

May you come and be with me

I know I don’t love you, but still

I sometimes feel-

I don’t know why,

Am I deceiving me?

Dark Hopes

I live among the darkest of hopes

The hopes- that you’ll be mine one day

The moon smiles at my sincerity

Every time while seeing me pray.

The stars wink every time I look at them

In a friendly gesture or sarcastically, I can’t say

I often mistake them as a good omen

Until I’m sure, they aren’t.

The wind just passes away leaving me behind

Without stopping and wishing me ‘hey!’

But suddenly it stops and teases me

Until I want it to leave, but it stays.

The more I approach, the more farther it seems

As I continued on my way

The time has too much time

To remind me of you, again and again…

If I Had Forgotten Him

If I had forgotten him

Since a very long time

Then tell me why I see him everyday

In my dreams, before sunshine

If it’s true that I had forgotten him

As we are miles apart

Then why do I feel as if

He still exist in my heart

I ought to have forgotten him

I think…, I feel…, I might…,

Then why do I try to find him

In the range of my sight

I hope to have forgotten him

So I may move on…

But why do I change my mind

Every time, with the wake of dawn

Tell me, if I had forgotten him

As I still don’t feel the same way

The way I used to, years before

And the way, before he went away…

I Walked Away From The World I Lived In

I walked away from the world I lived in

And it did heal me a little

Though I lost a part of me

While parting away…

I roamed along the lost road

The hidden path, the secret destiny,

In search of whatsoever

With my closed lids…

The light seems to vanish soon

To darken up my path

And the only thing I’d see would be

The reflection of my thoughts…

As I passed through the places

Which I knew someday back in my life

I turned my face out away

As if I don’t recognize…

And as I took the turn I saw,

The same face in front of me

Without thinking even once before,

I again fell in love with it…!!

With open books lying unread on the table

With open books lying unread on the table

I swayed myself on the rocking chair

With every new minute approaching this night

The past flashed in my eyes.

The old days, with green trees,

The wind blowing on all the streets,

The sun shining bright in the light sky

My happiness flew more high.

I listened to him over the shouting wind

The words came out without meanings

As we moved hand in hand

Carving our feet over the sand.

And sometimes a wave would come, centimeters high

Touch our feet, return with a sigh

And he would drag me more closer to him

As I see in every dream.

I closed my eyes to sense his presence

As his breaths mingle with mine

He asked me softly to open my eyes

I obeyed…not expecting his absence

The leaves withered, detached from branches

Screaming and running with panic

The sun drowned behind the dark clouds

The waves splashed with wild sounds.

Everything vanished except darkness

Screaming and shouting without silence…

With open books lying unread on the table

I swayed myself on the rocking chair.

THOSE DAYS…

As I was coming from where you were going

The distance between us was on the verge to fade,

And as your eyes stayed on mine

I knew that a difference is being made.

Those days, when we doubted on our hearts

But invested hope on the other,

Hoping that you would love me

I wondered whether I love you or not.

The first stage of love, when we looked

Stealthily at each other.

The second stage started with

Best friends before lovers.

Those days when we waited that the other

Would confess their love filmily;

Desperately desiring to meet each day

Without leaving a day in between.

And when the confessions were made by any of two

The life seemed better than heaven.

The heart beat in the rhythm of love,

And jumped on cloud nine directly from seven!

Those dreamy days…those real nights

Those hour-long talks…those sweet smiles

Those hugs and kisses…those love bites

Those similes and metaphors filled the life.

Those promises made for never to break

Those words said and meant them well

Those prolong desires, feelings unfake,

And loved each other as like hell!

Destinies were visible, path seemed clear

As we walked hand in hand

And hoped to stay together

For as long as the eternity end.

…Those days…as now I recall those days

Which now seem the epithet of past

And disappeared like a gush of wind

…How I wished them never to last…!!

Walk in Your Love

I paced me off away from the world

To walk over the horizon

And touch the sky with thorny stars

And called you upon the ridges of air.

I squeezed my eyes as the moonlight

Pierced through my eyelids

And closed my mouth for not to taste

The tears that rolled down my cheeks.

I called you again that you may come back

And glad my fortune with your smile

That you may come back once again

With the same old tricks, you deceived me with.

It is easy to feel the pain of deception

Than to see my life without you

And have me in your arms for once

Even if I don’t see the same love in you.