Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Stopped,,,!


The day I saw you for the first
And framed you in my heart
I tried to tell you, whenever we met
But suddenly stopped.

We met again and again
And I fell in love from the begin
I wanted to tell you every time we met
But suddenly stopped.

You designed my days,
Elaborated my dreams
You inspired me to live some more
I was about to tell you, but suddenly stopped.

You became a part of mine, breath of mine
I think of you every time
I wanted to tell you,
But suddenly stopped.

I waited some days to pass
But it were the years before I realized
I wanted to tell you, before my last breath,
But it suddenly stopped.


Went Away...


The tears rolled down one after another
As he made his way, out the door
The memories we weaved pumped out from my heart
Along with his name from its core.

I stood grief- struck along the stairs
As the blood with this pain flowed to my legs
It was hard to realize, all was over
No byes, no baits, and no begs.

All my moments now turned into the memories
All the truth, in a legend
My story which has never been started
Now has gone to a miserable end.

The blood mixed with the agony of pain and separation
To my whole body, as it flowed
I felt my eye-lids getting heavier
As the door opened…and closed!




I Don't Love You


I know I don’t love you
But wonder why
I think of you day and night
And often dreams of you.

I frequently find myself shutting off the door
And locking myself in between the room
Closing up my eyes, even up my breath
And meditate in the charm of yours

Or when I wake up in between my sleep
When I don’t see you in the dreams;
Or when I envy the air embracing you,
I know I don’t love you, but still I do…

I wonder why I feel sad
When you’re absent from where you shouldn’t be
And I do wonder why I hope
May you come and be with me

I know I don’t love you, but still
I sometimes feel-
I don’t know why,
Am I deceiving me?

Dark Hopes

I live among the darkest of hopes
The hopes- that you’ll be mine one day
The moon smiles at my sincerity
Every time while seeing me pray.

The stars wink every time I look at them
In a friendly gesture or sarcastically, I can’t say
I often mistake them as a good omen
Until I’m sure, they aren’t.

The wind just passes away leaving me behind
Without stopping and wishing me ‘hey!’
But suddenly it stops and teases me
Until I want it to leave, but it stays.

The more I approach, the more farther it seems
As I continued on my way
The time has too much time
To remind me of you, again and again…

If I Had Forgotten Him

If I had forgotten him
Since a very long time
Then tell me why I see him everyday
In my dreams, before sunshine

If it’s true that I had forgotten him
As we are miles apart
Then why do I feel as if
He still exist in my heart

I ought to have forgotten him
I think…, I feel…, I might…,
Then why do I try to find him
In the range of my sight

I hope to have forgotten him
So I may move on…
But why do I change my mind
Every time, with the wake of dawn

Tell me, if I had forgotten him
As I still don’t feel the same way
The way I used to, years before
And the way, before he went away…

I Walked Away From The World I Lived In

I walked away from the world I lived in
And it did heal me a little
Though I lost a part of me
While parting away…

I roamed along the lost road
The hidden path, the secret destiny,
In search of whatsoever
With my closed lids…

The light seems to vanish soon
To darken up my path
And the only thing I’d see would be
The reflection of my thoughts…

As I passed through the places
Which I knew someday back in my life
I turned my face out away
As if I don’t recognize…

And as I took the turn I saw,
The same face in front of me
Without thinking even once before,
I again fell in love with it…!!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

With open books lying unread on the table

With open books lying unread on the table
I swayed myself on the rocking chair
With every new minute approaching this night
The past flashed in my eyes.

The old days, with green trees,
The wind blowing on all the streets,
The sun shining bright in the light sky
My happiness flew more high.

I listened to him over the shouting wind
The words came out without meanings
As we moved hand in hand
Carving our feet over the sand.

And sometimes a wave would come, centimeters high
Touch our feet, return with a sigh
And he would drag me more closer to him
As I see in every dream.

I closed my eyes to sense his presence
As his breaths mingle with mine
He asked me softly to open my eyes
I obeyed…not expecting his absence

The leaves withered, detached from branches
Screaming and running with panic
The sun drowned behind the dark clouds
The waves splashed with wild sounds.

Everything vanished except darkness
Screaming and shouting without silence…
With open books lying unread on the table
I swayed myself on the rocking chair.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

THOSE DAYS…

As I was coming from where you were going
The distance between us was on the verge to fade,
And as your eyes stayed on mine
I knew that a difference is being made.

Those days, when we doubted on our hearts
But invested hope on the other,
Hoping that you would love me
I wondered whether I love you or not.

The first stage of love, when we looked
Stealthily at each other.
The second stage started with
Best friends before lovers.

Those days when we waited that the other
Would confess their love filmily;
Desperately desiring to meet each day
Without leaving a day in between.

And when the confessions were made by any of two
The life seemed better than heaven.
The heart beat in the rhythm of love,
And jumped on cloud nine directly from seven!

Those dreamy days…those real nights
Those hour-long talks…those sweet smiles
Those hugs and kisses…those love bites
Those similes and metaphors filled the life.

Those promises made for never to break
Those words said and meant them well
Those prolong desires, feelings unfake,
And loved each other as like hell!

Destinies were visible, path seemed clear
As we walked hand in hand
And hoped to stay together
For as long as the eternity end.

…Those days…as now I recall those days
Which now seem the epithet of past
And disappeared like a gush of wind
…How I wished them never to last…!!

Walk in Your Love

I paced me off away from the world
To walk over the horizon
And touch the sky with thorny stars
And called you upon the ridges of air.

I squeezed my eyes as the moonlight
Pierced through my eyelids
And closed my mouth for not to taste
The tears that rolled down my cheeks.

I called you again that you may come back
And glad my fortune with your smile
That you may come back once again
With the same old tricks, you deceived me with.

It is easy to feel the pain of deception
Than to see my life without you
And have me in your arms for once
Even if I don’t see the same love in you.