Thursday, December 01, 2011

Eye my Eye!

Scornful detest here it lie
Anger, hate reflect my sight
Amid your skillful moronic sense
Have a dare to eye my eye !!

With the contiguous idiotic charm
Try my attention, I demand
I assure you, will not stop
For you my patience and my calm!

Love me, like me, hate me, fight me,
Piss me, jerk me, kick me, fuck me,
But here my challenge for you to take
Eye me, if you're yet to go insane !

The Two Lovers

I opened my eyes after a blink
Gazing into yours as the time slipped away
I stretched my arms longing for yours
And the space was filled, as the air sway
The time forgot to move ahead
It seemed eternity in your arms
My lungs found some familiarity in the air
My ears were busy concentrating on your breaths.
A spectrum formed from the ray of hope
Illuminated the whole of the two worlds
The Moon and the Sun added their lights
And sparkled it over the two lovers.
We held lose to let our eyes meet
And came a little more closer
Closer than even the air could have ever been
And sealed our lips together...

A Rude Reply

All the years on earth had fed
A life that shed so several death
Hence put my deep sorrow a doubt, with fear,
Would some life the death bear?
Or that eternity imply an immortal end?

Then the laugh so loud fill my ear
'You immature mind can raise a large fear!'
'So provide my thirst some milk,' I say,
'Answer me, even if in a childish way'
'Discover by self!' is all I hear !!









Friday, November 11, 2011

Days With Pain Are Yet to Come...


Days with pain are yet to come
So as such the heart would bleed
Over the hole life has made
From which it’s been sprouted as seed
And the emptiness would hammer hard
On the broken and shattered heart.

The past would whisper into the core of mind
The future would fear with brines in eyes
Over the silence that shout aloud
Under the stillness of a dark cloud
‘return back’, as I’ll scream out
With cycles of life, though the prayers are bound.

As would I hug a vacuum tight
And love it, caress it, with all delight
Wait for it to reverse back love
Kiss me, console me with a few word
And the illusion would last no long
Nightmares follow with the wake of dawn.

And so I enter the door open
With fearful eyes for what is to come
And find it better to love in pure form
Than in the form of flowers over a mourn
So pace the life with love around
You never know when pain’ll surround…

AFTER YEARS…


And once again we meet after
Those ill-fated crumpled years
Though thine waves remain same
In front of mine torned heart and weary eyes
I came here to learn life
How thou erase the carved feet in sand
With no much effort, I say, O Great!
Tell me how to erase memories off my mind
How it seems just a matter of minutes
As thee rise and fell…and again rise
Lend me thy strength to rise again
For my legs are broken and hope ripe
And how thee still not change that though
Light and dark fill thy life.

Tuesday, October 04, 2011

Getting Shattered


With an attempt to hope for an elusive bliss
Around a few days the years gathered
All I wish in the aura of deep loss is
A tight a hug to bind me from getting shattered.

Like A Dot


Like a dot it hangs on a darken sky
A lonely star seldom being noticed by
I know what pain it be going through
For this is what I feel too.


                                                          

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

My Legs in Water but Thoughts Somewhere


Whooshing waves as runs and plays
Sprinkling its part here and there
I lay amid the tippling sound
My legs in water, but thoughts somewhere.

The clouds bathing in sun’s rays
Makes the image of familiar objects
The wind blowing from left to right
Inspiring the leaves to start a new subject.

The flowers as they blush away from wind
When the wind steals their fragrance
To dispose it off to the grass
Who lie lonely on the ground, at a distance…

Where I lie with my eyes wide open
My legs in water, but thoughts somewhere
I see the reflection of my thoughts in water
And besides me, I see him there…

Lonely Roads

Rusted cans and rolling stones
And a squirrel climbing wood
With a staring eyes that forward crawl
The mice might have found a little crumb.

Birds return to their lovely ones
And the winds go searching for quiet place
An ant might somewhere find a way out sea
While the sky shows the various shades.

But somewhere else a girl walks slow
Knowing not why her thoughts wander
With the memories of the days
Those has passed and are yet to come.

…Thus on the silent lonely roads
All do walk as lonely souls…


With you...

While leafing through my past I came across
The first time we met after accepting your proposal
Those memories, they remind me how I felt
As if my only dream displaced the hopeful nightmare.

I thought that now we came together, finally
Would no force could take us far apart
And as your soul twined with mine
I know you are the one I am made for.

The seasons changed along with the colors of our hearts
And the world was in joy beneath the joyful sky
I remember our first walk hand in hand
And the pitch on which my heart beat was high.

Even while being at different corners
I remember I felt your presence beside me
Believe me, you were present in all my moments
The time didn’t move until I talked of thee.

I promised myself and to you that I wont leave you ever
Even though you broke yours to pieces
And I didn’t break mine, and would so never
Even if that is the only option you give me.

Monday, July 18, 2011

Maybe


Maybe you broke up because we can’t get on
But I am afraid for I won’t be able to move on.

Fine I agree that love has died
But it is not the only one which is not alive.

Maybe our love is now just a past
But forgetting it has become now an impossible task.

Perhaps the memories over time will fade
But how they are haunting me now, what to say?

Maybe the promises were not too difficult to make
Which seem now like a myth, drowned in the heart’s lake.

Maybe I’ll find someone else to live with
But what of my heart which is already filled upto the brim?

Maybe I’ll get through the life somehow
But how would I get through myself now???


Wednesday, June 29, 2011

I Love You


I realize a pinch in my heart
As our love fall apart.
Smile on my face refuse to show up
continuous tears stop to stop up
words pass through my ears without being heard
images seem only blurred
lips move in futile prayers
nose seem devoid of air
past flash in the present once again
hopes stir in the mind along with pain
tearful eyes as try to sleep
nightmares follow in giant heaps.
And so, with every new effort to forget you,
I love you all the more, I love you…

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

He Pushed Me on the Ground


He pushed me on the ground
And then pulled me by my hair
I tearfully asked, ‘Is that why I married you?’
But he kicked me. That’s not fair!

I ordered him to stop
I asked him to set me free
And when nothing happened
I begged him ‘please’!

But he didn’t stop
And I started to cry
Then I remembered my rights
Why not to give a try…!

I pushed him greatly
And succeeded
But he reattained the condition
And instantly defeated.

He blowed hardly on my face
That I was forced to bleed
And suddenly I woke from my nightmare,
‘What happened, my sweet..?’



Friday, June 10, 2011

Snatch or Scratch


Luck! What does it mean
Only those could know it who are keen
And what I think is,
Like an ice-cream coupon may it be seen.

                 Irrespective of deservance
                   Millions of acceptance
                   Everyone is exception
                 Everywhere is deception.

And thus, all of them complaint
But only few or none reframe
Of what they deserve
And what they should gain.

And me?
          
                        I need to fly
                     But there’s no sky
                      I wanted to catch
                  But resulted to snatch
                   Strange this world is
              That a luck is to be scratched!!!


I See the World Upside Down


I see a flame burning in a river
I see a rainbow twinkling in the sky
I see the moon throwing moonly radiations
I see a fish, rather at the high.

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I sleep at noon, I wake at night
I sleep by sitting, I sit by lying
I sleep with my almirah serving as my bed
I sleep only in the daylight’s shed.

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I befriend the lizard
I detest rabbit
I blow up my chair
And the water I’d kick

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I know you from the bottom
Unamused by your ‘out’
I know what you think
Ignoring up your shout.

Yes, I see the world upside down!

I could see anything, what you hides
I could sense the truth behind your ‘pleasant’
I could see you fooling, hiding your smiles
Beware of me whenever I am present.

‘Coz, I see the world upside down!!!

Although You Tried


I held my tears, confronting you
You were trying to soothe my heart
I tried to say a word to you
But you continued telling me, How to Lighten up My Heart.
Everytime you encouraged, I tried to say my word
It was just that, you didn’t stop!

I know you were showing your sympathy
I know you understood my pain
You tried every aspect to stop me
From getting myself hurt again.

You asked me several questions
Without giving me time to think
And then you tried all the locutions
Might my pain get shrink.

But, I know my questions, I know my answers,
I know how to stop my bleed
I wanted someone to just listen
And just listen and do me a deed.

Presuming that, I need some time think,
You lift your air and went
I was trying to say something…
You just didn’t understand!


Wednesday, June 08, 2011

The Ash...


Here I lie between
The locked door and opaque wall
Your photo between my finger and thumb
And your memories deep inside my heart.

Today would be the last day
For all my pain and grief
And a day to celebrate
For my freedom, now that I’d be free.

I picked up the matchbox in my hand
While the tears rolled down my cheeks
And the memories of past flashed themselves
Of those hours, and days, and weeks.

All the mixed feelings of pain and anger
Through my face, they dash
As I stroked the matchstick
And burned myself to ash…!!

Friday, June 03, 2011

Glaring Hope


I wake up from my sleep, and still it is dark
I looked around, but its silence that only bark
The world seems to stop, being somewhere lost
I pinched me hard, to end the nightmare
But the wound prevailed in my skin so bare.
I walked out and saw the stars fading
I found moon, behind the clouds, hiding
I waited waited, but there seem no end
Of the stillness, for the movement ahead.
The time is too busy to bring any transition
The height, it seems, has lost its culmination
The road, perhaps, is looking for the destiny
The future might be, searching for some testimony.

I here, stand all by my own
No one to be seen, nowhere to go
Hoping for the world to move ahead
Praying to the present to be once more glad;
To erase the dark, and move into a new light
To retrieve itself, and let the birds sing happily
But my prayers remain unanswered
Everything everywhere seems cadaverous.
Everything is quenched, save one thing
The hope that glows in my heart so deep.

Though She Loves Me


I was the one, whom she says,
That she would love through eternity
The one who lived in her heart
Like a drop of water meant for sea.

I am settled in her heart like
The dust lives in road’ grooves
I am the one, as she says,
All her previous lives boons.

While sitting hand in hand over the shore,
I look above, when she asks
While trying to gather the words she says
And try to find ‘similes’ in stars.

But, in those poor normal stars
I can’t see those ‘lovely things’
And stand for hours in front of glass
To search the love she sees in me.

Now, though I pour flowers over her grave
Deaf to the heart that beats below the stone,
I can’t find tears running down my cheeks
‘cause… I don’t think I ever love her.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Fake

The most beautiful part of my life...when I fell in love with you. I wonder what could be more better than this...?

But I got my answer when I discovered that you also love me. <3
And maybe this is what we call as heaven. Every moment is now a bliss, a dream that had come true. I still couldn't believe myself and so often I pinch me hard,...maybe I'm dreaming. But then I stopped caring. Let it be a dream, and let me live it.

Those first messages that I receive wishing me 'gud mrning' were enough to commence my day with a good omen and blessings. Those hand in hand walks, below the clouds-shielded sky, those hour-long talks...mostly exchanging silence, those speaking the heart out...knowing that someone is there to understand us more better than we could our self, those teasing, and getting upset, and those apologies...those fights...that gave a new meaning to the word 'fight'...those kisses, those hugs, those sighs,... those... those... those... [list will never end]

The life is too easy...as long as I have you in it; to tell me that life doesn't end when the night falls, to heal me when the sufferings crawl, to be there when the destiny seems away multiple of miles, to remind me how to smile, to tell me that love is not missing when hate is not, to tell me that someone do loves me when everyone does not, to lift me up when I fell, to dry my eyes when they shed, to be there when my courage needed strength, to let me know that love never ends, and to make me realize that love not only exist in imaginations,...to make me myself again, again and again when I'm about to lose me...and to make me all a new different person whom I should be,...all at the same time!

I wanted to love you, to give you all the love of the world,...I have enough of that in my heart.

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite."

It is now, that for the first time in my life, I could feel the existence of my soul! I can talk to my own heart...through yours. I can live my own life...with you. I am 'me',...for I am 'you'. 

I want to live, because after years of searching I now realize why am I alive, and that too from a simple gesture of love. I want to live because I love my 'life' ...which is 'you'. I think this is why I am born...to love...to feel love...to give love...

I know nothing but just that I Love You. Why? I don't know. I just know I can't live without you. How? I don't know. I just know you are always there with me. Where? I don't know.
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...And I know that I still miss all those memories, to feel that Love again, to believe in Love again, to believe again in what all I used to believe!
    Reality is a state of illusion. Therefore, reality couldn't possibly exist. So why did I think you were for real? I thought you were real but now I know the one I love never exited. But I still Love You... working hard how to stop you from clouding my heart that it will open up to welcome some other soul of the world. Being in love with you made me to fall in love with even the idea of 'Love' itself. But tell me...how to forget you. You taught me how to love; you taught me how to live; you taught me how to laugh; you taught me how to cry, but when you left, you forgot to teach me how to forget you.
If this was my destiny, if this was my life, as I believed it to be, then why ain't it stopped when you slipped aside? How can the world just keep on, when you are not in it anymore? Don't they know that this is the end?
    Of all the moments in my life, you were always there somewhere. Once as a wish. Once as a blessing. And now as the greatest loss I'll ever experience.
    But I did learn one thing after losing everything, that-

    "Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares." 




REFERENCES:

"Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares." ~William Shakespeare

"My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep; the more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite." ~Romeo and Juliet, William Shakespeare

Whenever I See You


Whenever I see you,
I feel like a bud hoping for a new life.
Whenever I see you,
I feel the showers of happiness on my every side.
Whenever I see you,
I feel like a butterfly feeding on the luck.
Whenever I see you,
I feel like drowning, directly to the up!
Whenever I see you
I feel like accepting my previous life’s boon.
Whenever I see you,
I find myself searching for a nest in a bloom.
Whenever I see you,
I find myself thanking God, with my words echoing loud.
Whenever I see you,
I feel like a moon, blushing behind a cloud!
Whenever I see you,
I feel my greatest of wounds getting healed.
Whenever I see you,
I find myself playing with my own heartbeat.
Whenever I see you,
I feel myself blinded by some great magnetic force.
Whenever I see you,
I find myself talking, to my own soul!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Outrage


I was blind with tears,
With uncontrollable fears,
My mind knowing not where to go,
My hands were not obeying me anymore.

Cramp…clash…crump…crash…!
Slip…slash…slop…splash…!

These sounds seem to heel me
Though hurting me to bleed
I just moved here and there
To break everything without any care!

I hastily wiped my tears
And saw a cotton white thing
I ran to snatch it, and threw it
And suddenly…I cringed!

I felt embarrassed for my foolery
To behave this much cruelly.
As I looked through the fire and the smog,
It was burning … my dear dog!!!



Sunday, May 15, 2011

In The Lullaby of Flowing Air

Another night has begun
And I cry myself to sleep
Afraid to see the dreams
Which brings the memories back, of those days
Afraid that I may begin my day
Ignoring the birds that chirps happily,
Hiding from the sun that rise to set again,
Spending my day in dusk..
Afraid to feel jealous of myself
Who once ended everyday in joy
And to beg again in front of God
To just for once, give a lively day.

Now as I lay in the gaze of moon
I hide my face, out of shame
From the sympathy of the staring stars
And the little clouds that hold the rain.
Holding up my devoidless heart
As I shed some more tear
I cry myself back to sleep
In the lullaby if flowing air…

You Are...


I am the ocean, you are my wave
I am the sun, you are my day
I am the time, you are my change
I live in the dream where you always stay.

I am the moonlight, you are my night
I am the diamond, you are my glitter
I am the vision, you are my sight
I am the page where you are written.

You are the reason for me to live
You are the season for me to sing
You are the doorbell whenever it rings
You are my memories I love to weave.

You are the bed on which I sleep
You are the flower with pleasantry smell
You are the heaven, who had turned my hell
You are my life, you can flip to see.

You are the beauty, you are the flower bed
You are a tree with an enormous shed
You are equal to the beauty of this universe, as a whole
How much I love you, from the bottom of my soul!!!

Thursday, May 05, 2011

Since You're Gone


You came like a gush of wind
And intersected my life at a few days,
At first I thought it to be just a prologue
But the years went all the same after you left.
It seemed we were destined to meet
And stay together till the eternity ends,
But it was just for few small moments
And my whole life collapsed in them.
My life is now just a dot of fullstop
Though I still hope that someone would come
And place two more dots in my life
To tell me it’s just a break
And will continue up on the next turn.
I walk alone with my tired legs
Which are near to collapse anytime,
And try to take just another step
After each efforted one.
I sometimes feel lucky to have felt
Love for you in my heart
The joy, the happiness, those sweet memories
Which are now weaved with my past.              
I thought to carry them all through my life
But these are the memories that only stay,
Everything else has vanished as like time
And it seems a dead me living like hay.
I often hear people advising me
‘Don’t try to kill yourself!’
Though no on can kill someone
Who is already dead!
The world all seems black and white
And I often mistake thorns with the petals of flowers,
And close my eyes whenever the wind
Comes near my body after touching yours.
I look at the moon with mutual being
May you be seeing the same moon
And wonder what you’d be thinking
While I am thinking of you.
I hope for my miseries to end
And try to move on (as a dead)!
But trying to forget someone you love seems like
Finding the stars behind the clouds.
When nothing works, I go and sit
Between the closed walls, among the darkness,
Resting along a wall, my hands around my legs,
And with tears rolling down to wet my neck.
You left my life as the day
Vanishes when the night follows,
While I try to find you as the sky
Tries to reach its ultimate height.
I feel like a lonely drop of water
That hides from getting evaporated;
And try to get my life back
Though it seldom happens to find a dead live.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

I Say to You


Every night I think of you
in my dreams, in solitude
And wake up as the moon goes by
To prepare itself for another night.

The wind waiting, to get in through
As I open the window pane,
And feel the rays of the sun
Washing down the dream from my face.

But as I hear your voice, it fades
All my pain, all the smiles
But I do face another dilemma,
To tell you what my heart says.

I wait for the time to tell you that
And wonders when it’d arise
Shall it be now, or a little late?
Or let it wait for another day?            

The days passed, all one by one
As the weeks, so thus the months
But it is the night, in solitude,
In my dreams, I say to you…

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Lost and Lost


Red nose, chapped lips,
Aching legs, wet cheeks,
Broken heart, burning throat,
Tearful eyes, till cockcrow.
Pain of loss, days in shame,
Congested lungs, stiffened brain,
Wet brow, sweating hair,
Disastrous agony filled in air.
Past is all that flash in present
Careless future, getting senescent,
Screaming silence, silent fret,
All is dead, except death itself.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Love Still There


After getting the shower by the rain
The earth remains wet for some time
Though we got separated afar
But the effect of our love is still left behind
Whenever I pass through the same places
I never forget to follow my gaze to the familiar ones
It seems impossible to get rid of
The memories which come to me one by one
The autumn do seems beautiful for its divine beauty
Till we are sure the greens will come back
The agony is quite faithful to us
Always it comes with the devoid less pack.                       

Though with a new journey as I start
I think I still hold you somewhere in my heart.

Out of The Heart


I woke in the midnight from my sleepless sleep
Terribly in fear, drenched in sweat
Someone was thumping my heart very loudly
As if trying to move out of that!

I tried to hold my control at it
But it rather led to more hammering,
As slowly I started feeling the pain
Rising gently in my whole body.

Suddenly it poked itself out
Fell to the ground and ways out with a crawl,
And tattered and shattered pieces of my heart
Shimmered all over the floor.

I saw the guy trapped in my heart
Walking out from the pit,
But the pieces of my heart still beating
And bleeding hard, with every beat.

I Should Have Known


When the night falls without the stars
And the sun hates to shine, I just hope,
I should have known.

When the shadow feels ashamed of dark
Or when the wetness longs to dry, I just hope,
I should have known.

When the stone get drowned in lake
After being thrown of by a child, I just hope,
I should have known.

When I heard that life is not just crests but troughs
And so the sound of laughter would last, I just hope,
I should have known.

When the wind refuse to blow
And the birds stay calm, I just hope,
I should have known.

When the life turned to its last track
And the last breath approached, I just hope,
I should have known.


Monday, April 25, 2011

Every Day I Walk to Her

Everyday I walk to her
holding some tears in my eyes
And sit by the stone next to the place
where somewhere her body lies.

I confront the stream of my tears
while reading her name
again and again
Precisely engraved on the stone besides.


For as long as I sit beside her grave
I realize a part of my heart
throbbing deep inside the earth
As the flood of memories arise.

And then I felt the warm sun
directly at my zenith
And then how suddenly it walked to
The empty space at my side.

Finally, I walked back to my place
after spending my day
with dawn and dusk and ‘her’
along with frequent tears that
After every instant arrived.

And now by lying on my eternal bed
I feel the relief I ever felt
That I have gained what I had lost

In my grave, and her’s besides…

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Stopped,,,!


The day I saw you for the first
And framed you in my heart
I tried to tell you, whenever we met
But suddenly stopped.

We met again and again
And I fell in love from the begin
I wanted to tell you every time we met
But suddenly stopped.

You designed my days,
Elaborated my dreams
You inspired me to live some more
I was about to tell you, but suddenly stopped.

You became a part of mine, breath of mine
I think of you every time
I wanted to tell you,
But suddenly stopped.

I waited some days to pass
But it were the years before I realized
I wanted to tell you, before my last breath,
But it suddenly stopped.


Went Away...


The tears rolled down one after another
As he made his way, out the door
The memories we weaved pumped out from my heart
Along with his name from its core.

I stood grief- struck along the stairs
As the blood with this pain flowed to my legs
It was hard to realize, all was over
No byes, no baits, and no begs.

All my moments now turned into the memories
All the truth, in a legend
My story which has never been started
Now has gone to a miserable end.

The blood mixed with the agony of pain and separation
To my whole body, as it flowed
I felt my eye-lids getting heavier
As the door opened…and closed!




I Don't Love You


I know I don’t love you
But wonder why
I think of you day and night
And often dreams of you.

I frequently find myself shutting off the door
And locking myself in between the room
Closing up my eyes, even up my breath
And meditate in the charm of yours

Or when I wake up in between my sleep
When I don’t see you in the dreams;
Or when I envy the air embracing you,
I know I don’t love you, but still I do…

I wonder why I feel sad
When you’re absent from where you shouldn’t be
And I do wonder why I hope
May you come and be with me

I know I don’t love you, but still
I sometimes feel-
I don’t know why,
Am I deceiving me?

Dark Hopes

I live among the darkest of hopes
The hopes- that you’ll be mine one day
The moon smiles at my sincerity
Every time while seeing me pray.

The stars wink every time I look at them
In a friendly gesture or sarcastically, I can’t say
I often mistake them as a good omen
Until I’m sure, they aren’t.

The wind just passes away leaving me behind
Without stopping and wishing me ‘hey!’
But suddenly it stops and teases me
Until I want it to leave, but it stays.

The more I approach, the more farther it seems
As I continued on my way
The time has too much time
To remind me of you, again and again…

If I Had Forgotten Him

If I had forgotten him
Since a very long time
Then tell me why I see him everyday
In my dreams, before sunshine

If it’s true that I had forgotten him
As we are miles apart
Then why do I feel as if
He still exist in my heart

I ought to have forgotten him
I think…, I feel…, I might…,
Then why do I try to find him
In the range of my sight

I hope to have forgotten him
So I may move on…
But why do I change my mind
Every time, with the wake of dawn

Tell me, if I had forgotten him
As I still don’t feel the same way
The way I used to, years before
And the way, before he went away…

I Walked Away From The World I Lived In

I walked away from the world I lived in
And it did heal me a little
Though I lost a part of me
While parting away…

I roamed along the lost road
The hidden path, the secret destiny,
In search of whatsoever
With my closed lids…

The light seems to vanish soon
To darken up my path
And the only thing I’d see would be
The reflection of my thoughts…

As I passed through the places
Which I knew someday back in my life
I turned my face out away
As if I don’t recognize…

And as I took the turn I saw,
The same face in front of me
Without thinking even once before,
I again fell in love with it…!!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

With open books lying unread on the table

With open books lying unread on the table
I swayed myself on the rocking chair
With every new minute approaching this night
The past flashed in my eyes.

The old days, with green trees,
The wind blowing on all the streets,
The sun shining bright in the light sky
My happiness flew more high.

I listened to him over the shouting wind
The words came out without meanings
As we moved hand in hand
Carving our feet over the sand.

And sometimes a wave would come, centimeters high
Touch our feet, return with a sigh
And he would drag me more closer to him
As I see in every dream.

I closed my eyes to sense his presence
As his breaths mingle with mine
He asked me softly to open my eyes
I obeyed…not expecting his absence

The leaves withered, detached from branches
Screaming and running with panic
The sun drowned behind the dark clouds
The waves splashed with wild sounds.

Everything vanished except darkness
Screaming and shouting without silence…
With open books lying unread on the table
I swayed myself on the rocking chair.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

THOSE DAYS…

As I was coming from where you were going
The distance between us was on the verge to fade,
And as your eyes stayed on mine
I knew that a difference is being made.

Those days, when we doubted on our hearts
But invested hope on the other,
Hoping that you would love me
I wondered whether I love you or not.

The first stage of love, when we looked
Stealthily at each other.
The second stage started with
Best friends before lovers.

Those days when we waited that the other
Would confess their love filmily;
Desperately desiring to meet each day
Without leaving a day in between.

And when the confessions were made by any of two
The life seemed better than heaven.
The heart beat in the rhythm of love,
And jumped on cloud nine directly from seven!

Those dreamy days…those real nights
Those hour-long talks…those sweet smiles
Those hugs and kisses…those love bites
Those similes and metaphors filled the life.

Those promises made for never to break
Those words said and meant them well
Those prolong desires, feelings unfake,
And loved each other as like hell!

Destinies were visible, path seemed clear
As we walked hand in hand
And hoped to stay together
For as long as the eternity end.

…Those days…as now I recall those days
Which now seem the epithet of past
And disappeared like a gush of wind
…How I wished them never to last…!!

Walk in Your Love

I paced me off away from the world
To walk over the horizon
And touch the sky with thorny stars
And called you upon the ridges of air.

I squeezed my eyes as the moonlight
Pierced through my eyelids
And closed my mouth for not to taste
The tears that rolled down my cheeks.

I called you again that you may come back
And glad my fortune with your smile
That you may come back once again
With the same old tricks, you deceived me with.

It is easy to feel the pain of deception
Than to see my life without you
And have me in your arms for once
Even if I don’t see the same love in you.